Is it just me or is everyone around us getting worse and worse?

On one hand I've got a really good friend going through some of the same shit I went through a few months back and it's kicking his ass and he can't slugg through it.

On the other I've got a good friend who is on a path I was on sometime ago. Sure the fun with drugs starts out with just weed, then it escalates to mushrooms, then acid, then dextracodene, then ecstasy, then coke, then heroin, and meth and that horrible shit. All he seems to think about is coasting through life and partying, a reciepe for disaster.

Then my last friend has just completely hit the wall and he is going to find the bottom before the friend above.

Relations with my family suck, and it's completely akward around them, although I've never felt a real connection to them, I always had them liking me, now it's hardly that.

Even though seven or eight months ago I was in the worst shape of my life, I had a great group of guys to take it easy with. That group is deteriorating so fast it really makes me sad. This is the group that sat in the same places, talked about the same shit, did the same shit everyday for almost a year.

I'm at a completely new school, I don't know anyone, my friends are 30 miles away. I want to cry every morning, lunch and passing period.

I can't even finish this